mixed feelings?

I am confused again! I don't know how I feel.

I think best would be to wait and watch.

I wanna put down certain things on paper

Top Confusions:

1. How can I be lost when I have nowhere to go?

2. Do I want to go anywhere at all?

3. Where, if yes? If no, goes back to question no.1 :(

4. I am confused about people. What do they want to know when they don't know anything about me...at all?

5. I don't believe in God, thats for sure. Why is it so bad?

6. What exactly is religion?

7. Is trust in relationships overrated?

8. Isn't honesty the best policy?

9. I like dogs more than humans. Why is it so bad?

10. Music is my religion and I know why. People have a problem with that.. (o c'mon, what do you care?)

contd...

Here I go again :P

Well, now m close to completely believing that confusion is a perpetual state of my mind. It never goes. I am always tested by the yes' and the nos' and rights and wrongs of everything and I mostly don't know what it is.

Right now, there is this thing about doing the right thing and the thing that will make everyone happy. Very common problem. Somehow not a common solution to it.

So, after thinking for some time (approx. 30-35 mins) I have decided to write this blog and put it away. We'll see :)

I think the only way to overcome this state is by not thinking about it at all......Consider thinking nothing at all at times.....it is definitely the most difficult thing to do. I tried it once and was left thinking about things which i have never ever given a thought.:P Whenever I try real hard for something, it becomes very difficult for me. But thats ok! Cause when I finally get it, its worth all that wait!

I don't know!

How come m always in a state of doubt?
Right now its the same! Whatever!